As I gently rocked my little girl to sleep, tears streamed down my face. I mourned for the victims at STEM Highlands Ranch—students, parents, teachers, and families affected by yet another tragic school shooting. I wept for the children who now view such violence as a normal part of life.
Another incident. Another heart-wrenching reminder of our inability to enact tougher gun laws to safeguard our kids. This one particularly struck home, occurring just a 20-minute drive from where I live. We know several families connected to that school, and we anxiously awaited news, praying for their safety. The hours felt interminable, and I can’t imagine the anguish those parents faced during that time.
Though my oldest is not yet school-aged, with two years until kindergarten, I find myself grappling with a significant decision. Just last week, I added STEM Highlands Ranch to our list of potential schools, a fitting choice given my son’s passion for building and science. However, the thought of sending my children to any public or private school now fills me with dread. The idea of not knowing if they will return home at the end of the day is unbearable.
Homeschooling my children was never on my radar until recent years. Growing up, schools felt like safe havens—especially before the Columbine tragedy, which I vividly remember as my own school went into lockdown while we watched in horror on TV. Back then, the concept of a mass shooting in a place meant for children was unimaginable. Now, it seems that no one and nowhere is sacred to those who commit these heinous acts.
I feel powerless against the government’s inaction regarding gun control and school safety. I’ve reached out to my local and national representatives, pleading for change to protect our children. Yet, my cries have gone unanswered. It seems the only option left to ensure my children’s safety is homeschooling, a choice many parents are contemplating. We’re lost, unsure of how to make those in power hear our concerns.
I know homeschooling isn’t the ideal solution, but it would alleviate the anxiety my children might face each morning as they head off to school. I wouldn’t have to fear that a simple goodbye could be the last. Sadly, homeschooling now feels like my only viable option.
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In summary, the rise in school shootings has forced many parents, including myself, to reconsider our children’s education. Homeschooling, once an unlikely choice, now appears to be a safer alternative in a world that has become increasingly unpredictable.
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