In the world, there are two types of people: those who revel in the joy of Christmas and those who simply don’t get it. I proudly belong to the first group. The second group is just missing out.
I’m the type who cranks up holiday tunes in early November, decorates the tree right after Thanksgiving, and watches Love Actually on repeat. For me, Christmas isn’t just a religious observance; it’s a magical feeling filled with nostalgia, warmth, and excitement. I used to embody the spirit of Cindy Lou Who.
But this year? Not so much. When I think about belting out “O Holy Night,” I feel more like screaming. The mere thought of revisiting Love Actually makes me cringe. Planning safe, socially distanced celebrations with family leaves me feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. Even the joy of wrapping presents—which I usually love—feels daunting, especially knowing my kids will be underfoot constantly. Our tradition of gifting experiences is complicated this year, as travel and outings are largely off the table.
On top of all that, there’s a persistent sense of blah that I can’t shake. The ongoing pandemic has only added to my stress—my jaw aches, headaches linger, and anxiety keeps me from restful sleep. It’s hard to muster excitement for anything, and my feelings about Christmas range from indifference to outright grumpiness. I’ve gone from my usual Cindy Lou to the Grinch, and I’m not happy about it.
I don’t want to feel this way. Christmas is supposed to be the “most wonderful time of the year,” and I’m determined to not let my Grinch-side win. I’ll be putting on a brave face and channeling holiday cheer, even if I feel a bit like Chevy Chase’s character in Christmas Vacation when he goes a little overboard.
I’ve set November 4 as “Operation Holiday Cheer.” We’ll light some festive candles, hang up cheerful decorations, and perhaps play some tunes from Bing Crosby or Nat King Cole. Sure, we may be bending some holiday traditions, but honestly, who cares? This year has been a wild ride, and it’s time to embrace the chaos.
Even if it seems odd to mix Christmas decorations with the remnants of fall, I refuse to let this year’s challenges dampen my spirit. I need color, sparkle, and joy in my life, so I’m planning to dive into the holiday season headfirst. I’ll sing along with Bing while I deck the halls, watch Elf multiple times, and laugh at Clark Griswold’s antics. We’re all feeling a bit overwhelmed this year, aren’t we?
So, yes, I may be feeling a tad Grinch-y, and maybe you are too. But I’m going to fight that feeling because we could all use a little Cindy Lou energy right now.
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In summary, while the holiday spirit may feel elusive this year, it’s possible to reclaim joy through intentional actions and a commitment to celebrating despite challenges. Embrace the chaos and let the sparkle of the season shine through.

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