As an introvert, I find comfort in solitude, but I also cherish the joy of connecting with others and exploring diverse cultures. The prospect of immersing myself in a different world has always been enchanting. For a long time, I dreamed of traveling, and the pandemic has intensified that desire, prompting me to reflect on how to make it a reality.
Traveling has often taken a backseat in my life, waiting for the elusive “right time.” However, the pandemic emphasized the urgency of pursuing my dreams, reminding me that time is a precious commodity we cannot reclaim. The fragility of life became apparent, and I recognized that each day matters. While the thought of traveling excites me, I also grapple with fears—especially post-COVID—and a curiosity about the world beyond my small New England town. But right now, boarding a plane feels daunting, particularly when considering my children’s safety, as family vacations must include them. Additionally, as a dark-skinned woman, the reality of traveling abroad adds another layer of apprehension.
During my college years, I traveled to Mexico for my studies. While there, I encountered harsh taunts from locals who mocked my skin color. This experience heightened my awareness of my identity in unfamiliar spaces and made me more attuned to the gazes of others. Although uncomfortable, these moments present opportunities for connection. However, being an African American comes with its own set of challenges, both at home and abroad.
I cannot change my skin color or my nationality, but I can strive to convey my perspective and the complexities of my identity as an African American. The pandemic also kindled a desire to explore my roots, leading me to purchase an Ancestry.com kit to uncover my ancestors’ histories. This journey of self-discovery feels essential.
I consider myself a bit of a luxury traveler; I appreciate running water, cozy blankets, and the comfort of a hot tub. While road trips and camping have surged in popularity—offering Americans a chance to explore the country’s natural beauty—I find myself yearning for more than what my own backyard can provide.
Since transitioning to remote work due to COVID, I’ve realized I can work from nearly anywhere. The idea of working from Mexico or Canada—my only international travel experiences—fills me with hope. Yet, the fear of contracting COVID and concerns about how my race and nationality will be perceived linger in my mind.
The pandemic has reinforced the value of life and the significance of each day, whether I’m at home or fulfilling my dream of exploring vibrant markets in Uganda. Perhaps the stillness of remote work has prompted me to reflect on teaching my children to navigate adversity through travel. We, as Americans—especially African Americans—have a role to play in mending the world’s fractures, and now, with fewer crowds, I can more comfortably step onto a plane and embark on adventures. I will confront my fears while chasing my dreams, regardless of where my journeys lead me.
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Summary:
The pandemic has amplified my desire to travel while also intensifying my fears, particularly as a dark-skinned American woman. Reflecting on past experiences and the complexities of my identity has shaped my view of future travels. As I adapt to a remote work lifestyle, I continue to seek out ways to fulfill my travel dreams despite the lingering concerns brought about by COVID-19.
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