As my youngest child, Oliver, approaches 11, he recently expressed concern over a significant change in our family dynamic. With his sister’s recent acceptance into college, he realized, “Wait, it’ll just be you and me for the next…” he paused to count, “nine years?”
I chuckled, “I guess I should have kept math to myself.”
“Mom!” he protested. I knelt down to meet his gaze. “Yes, Oliver. Unless a charming stranger appears to declare, ‘You complete me,’ it’s just going to be us for a while.”
“Who’s ‘Jerry Maguire’?” he asked, puzzled.
“Never mind,” I replied. “But I promise we’ll make it fun, just the two of us!”
His reaction was unexpected; he burst into tears. “But you’re so… boring!” he lamented. “You’re always working!”
This hit home. It’s true—I’m often busy, balancing the demands of being a single parent and the sole breadwinner. After separating from my husband, I had to bring in boarders to help cover expenses, which Oliver initially enjoyed, but eventually I craved a quieter space to reflect on our future. So, we streamlined our lives and moved to a smaller apartment.
I wrapped my arms around him, feeling the weight of his struggles. The past couple of years have been tough: the family breakup, my health issues and job loss, moving from our larger home, and the absence of his father. Oliver has faced more challenges than most kids his age should have to contend with. “I promise,” I assured him, “we’ll find ways to make our life enjoyable.”
Finding Joy Together
But how?
One solution was a skateboard I gifted him for his ninth birthday. His enthusiasm for it is palpable, and it has played a crucial role in his transition from childhood to adolescence. Every weekend, we set aside time to skate together.
Another joy came from Oliver himself: “Can you teach me some guitar chords?” he asked. Recently, I introduced him to “Come As You Are,” his all-time favorite song. His adoration for Kurt Cobain began at age two, thanks to an obsession with the Nirvana Unplugged DVD. This summer, we plan to tackle “Smells Like Teen Spirit” together.
The third opportunity arose from an email from my friend Lila, a Parisian photographer I had collaborated with during my years in France. She mentioned that her son, Max, wanted to spend his gap year in the United States and inquired if I knew anyone in need of a boarder. “Yes! That would be perfect!” I replied. I arranged to provide Max with free room and board in exchange for his help with Oliver. This arrangement not only offers extra support for me but also introduces a positive male role model for Oliver.
The final surprise came unexpectedly; Oliver met a remarkable girl whose name I’ll keep to myself for now. She shares his passion for skateboarding and has sparked a joy in him that has replaced his earlier complaints about my dullness.
Her presence has transformed his outlook, illustrating the power of love at a young age. As parents, our job is to cultivate our children’s ability to love and be loved, guiding them toward independence while providing unwavering support. It’s essential to teach them life skills—everything from math to kindness to self-sufficiency—so they’re prepared for their journeys ahead.
Recently, I overheard Oliver suggesting to his new friend, “If I teach you guitar, maybe you could teach me piano.” Their shared laughter and music echoed through our home, a sign of budding love and friendship.
Looking Ahead
Looking ahead, I have every reason to believe that the next nine years will be filled with joy rather than monotony. In fact, I worry they may pass by too quickly.
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In summary, single parenting poses its challenges, but with love, creativity, and the support of friends, it can also be a rewarding adventure.
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