During World War II, my great aunt married a young soldier while still a teenager, but their union was short-lived as he was deployed to combat. Eventually, she found love again with the man who would be her partner for over five decades. In those times, divorce was treated as a discreet matter, often shrouded in silence. By the time she confided in her second husband and her children about her earlier marriage, it was only a few years before her passing. They were astonished: their mother had concealed a significant part of her life. Why had she kept this from them for so long?
This kind of secret can be as alarming as holding a ticking time bomb in your chest, uncertain of when it might explode. The stigma surrounding divorce still lingers today, hidden beneath layers of bravado and supposed transparency.
For instance, shortly after Christmas, I met a new friend, Sarah, for coffee. An accomplished executive and mother of two, she exuded elegance and beauty. As we shared pieces of our lives, I was struck when she mentioned her past in one breath, saying, “I was divorced, and this is my second marriage.” She paused, her eyes searching for my reaction.
“I’ve been through a divorce as well,” I replied gently. A smile spread across her face, and she visibly relaxed, grateful to be understood.
While we talked, my four-year-old son was busy completing a puzzle nearby. He might not have been fully aware of the conversation, or perhaps he tucked the unfamiliar term “divorce” away for later consideration. I don’t shield him from the word, and thankfully he hasn’t inquired about its meaning yet. However, I know that one day, I will need to explain what divorce is—and more importantly, that I experienced it before meeting his father.
Even a decade later, I sometimes feel the sting of failure associated with my divorce. I notice this same sentiment reflected in the faces of friends, both men and women, who have navigated similar paths. They reveal their hidden scars when discussing their pasts, waiting for validation—some defiantly, others nervously.
My mother-in-law, whom I admire greatly, has urged me to share my story with my son sooner rather than later. She believes that children should not grow up with a distorted view of marriage, only to discover later that their understanding was based on half-truths. She learned this lesson firsthand when her parents revealed to her, after she graduated high school, that her father had been married and divorced before her mother.
She conveyed that it took her a long time to understand that this revelation didn’t alter who her father was; it was simply an event in his life.
A search online for guidance on disclosing past divorces reveals a wealth of information focused on managing divorce from a child’s parent, but very few resources discuss how to inform a child about a previous life or the reality that love isn’t always everlasting. Seeking clarity, I consulted a friend, Dr. Lisa Thompson, a family psychologist.
“Informing children about previous marriages is often more stressful for the parent than for the child,” she explained. “It’s beneficial to weave this into your family narrative before the child is old enough to feel deceived. Secrets can be more harmful to a child’s sense of security than the truth.”
I agree, yet the thought of casually saying, “Mommy once had another husband,” feels awkward as part of our family history. After my divorce, I discarded all traces of that relationship, including wedding photos. If I begin discussing my past, should I also touch on the domestic violence and the other woman involved? Determining how much information is appropriate is indeed a delicate task. There’s a fine line between full transparency and sharing based on my son’s emotional maturity.
Dr. Thompson advised that I should wait for a natural moment to bring it up—perhaps in response to a discussion of divorce or when he asks about life before he was born.
“When addressing significant topics with children, it’s effective to provide brief, factual statements and gauge their interest for follow-up questions,” she suggested. “You might say, ‘I was married to someone else a long time ago, before I met your dad.’ Then, wait and see how he responds.”
As he matures, I may share with him the emotional toll my divorce took on me, including the weight of shame and the feeling of failure. I want to be honest with him about the reality of divorce while reassuring him that it doesn’t diminish his worth as a person. I will be there to support him, just as my parents supported me.
Although I wish I didn’t have to share this part of my life, it is an integral element of the story that shaped who I am today. I want him to understand that while divorce was a chapter in my life, it does not define my entirety. Life can be unpredictable, and sometimes challenging experiences happen to good people. I hope he learns from my journey that love exists in many forms, waiting to be discovered.
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In summary, discussing past marriages with children can be daunting but is vital for fostering understanding and openness. By integrating these conversations naturally into family narratives, we can help children navigate the complexities of love and relationships. Ultimately, it is essential to convey that experiences like divorce are part of life, and they do not diminish one’s value.
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