It’s widely recognized that pregnancy can take a toll on a woman’s body, but it seems it also significantly affects our emotional state. Since becoming a mother, I’ve experienced what I can only describe as a transformation into an emotional being—one who cries at the drop of a hat.
Previously, I was the strong pillar for friends and family, someone who rarely shed a tear. Crying felt like a sign of weakness, so I would often reserve my tears for private moments, like in the shower. Now, however, it appears I have misplaced my metaphorical big girl pants. I find myself crying at the smallest things, especially when it involves my children. I might be just one tear away from starring in a melodramatic Hallmark film!
Here are some of the moments that have brought me to tears recently—let me just grab a tissue first.
- Pampers Commercials: The marketing geniuses behind these ads know how to tug at the heartstrings! Even though I choose cloth diapers, these commercials are so impactful that they almost make me want to switch. The sight of adorable babies sleeping and mothers cherishing precious moments is simply too much to handle.
- Lysol Commercial: I stumbled upon a poignant online video that captured the experience of bringing home a newborn. It transported me back to the moment my first child was born, and I remember my husband’s and my expressions of pure awe mixed with confusion. As I write this, I can feel the tears forming again. Why am I so sensitive?
- Expressions of Love from My Child: My eldest son occasionally surprises me with a heartfelt declaration. He will approach me, bursting with excitement, and say, “I love you, Mommy,” before wrapping me in a tight hug. Cue the tears!
- Sorting Baby Clothes: As my youngest turned one, it was time to go through his baby clothes for donation. The sight of those tiny onesies brought a flood of tears as I realized I wouldn’t use them again.
- Parting with Baby Gear: I felt a similar wave of emotion when I sold some of our baby items. It took everything in me to let go of the Jumperoo—my attachment was strong.
- Haircut Frustrations: Sometimes, parenting can be downright overwhelming. As someone who likes to maintain control, I was frustrated when I took my son for a haircut only to be told of a long wait time. I ended up cutting his hair myself—definitely not my finest hour.
- Decorating for the Holidays: This year marked the first time my son truly engaged in decorating the Christmas tree. Afterward, I found myself in tears for reasons I couldn’t quite articulate.
- Watching My Baby Grow: Each time I glance at my baby in his crib, I can’t help but notice how quickly he’s growing. It seems like every day he loses a bit of his “baby-ness,” which is bittersweet.
- Heartbreaking News Stories: I find it impossible to scroll past news about sick or injured children without tearing up. Despite knowing I will cry, I can’t help but read these stories.
- My Baby Became a Toddler: When Baby Center sent me an email referring to my little one as a toddler, I lost it.
Reflecting on these moments often makes me chuckle at my own emotional responses. Why do trivial things now stir such deep feelings? Is it the hormonal changes associated with motherhood? Or should I simply accept that I will forever carry tissues in my pocket? For further insights into pregnancy and motherhood, you might find useful information at WHO’s Pregnancy Resource.
In conclusion, motherhood has undeniably opened a floodgate of emotions, transforming me into someone who finds joy and sadness intertwined in everyday moments.
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