I’ve lost track of how many teeth my youngest has—eight or ten? With my first child, I would have meticulously noted this in her baby book and sent endless photos of her new pearly whites to the grandparents. But now, I’m not keeping score. Sure, I could count them, but honestly, it’s not a priority for me.
You might be surprised, but I can assure you, my affection for her is immense, regardless of how many teeth she has or how much hair she’s sporting. I’m more focused on her well-being and joy, and yes, I have a baby book that’s a bit sparse, but I intend to fill it out before she heads to college. My relaxed approach to these details is a sign of my growth as a parent, a result of my experience as a second-time mom.
I believe this feeling resonates with all of you who are navigating the journey of parenting more than one child. While it’s easy to get wrapped up in the minutiae, this newfound freedom allows us to tackle the more challenging aspects of parenting—like sleepless nights and the inevitable messes—without being overwhelmed by minor milestones. We prioritize the bigger picture.
The love I have for my two daughters is unique to each of them—not more or less, just different. They each have distinct personalities and ways of expressing affection. One thrives on laughter and playfulness, while the other seeks calm and comfort. Their interests differ significantly too—one adores all things ballet and pink, and the other is all about soccer and dirt. Most importantly, their parenting needs vary. One is spirited and headstrong, while the other is thoughtful but anxious.
Many parents fret about how to extend their love equally when a second child arrives, unsure if they can replicate the intensity of affection they felt for their firstborn. I completely relate to this concern. My first child was a handful in her early months, and she held my heart entirely—along with my partner, who is pretty wonderful too.
I once asked my friend, a seasoned mom, how she navigated this emotional landscape when she welcomed her second child. She shared her experience: “When I brought my daughter home, my son, Ben, made a sudden movement toward her. In my exhausted state, I panicked, fearing he might hurt her. I instinctively shielded my baby from him, feeling an overwhelming surge of protectiveness. It dawned on me in that moment that I could love two children with that same fierce intensity.”
I experienced a similar realization when I welcomed my second daughter. That instinct kicked in, and I fell deeply in love with her. As she grows, I sometimes slip into the trap of thinking that second-time parenting equates to missing out on precious moments.
This is a common feeling among families with multiple kids. The busyness that comes with having two (or more) children often leads to worries about whether the younger ones might feel overlooked. We might find ourselves obsessing over how to ensure each child receives equal attention. If we focus solely on fairness, however, we risk overlooking individual needs, which could make our kids feel truly valued and loved. Plus, it can be exhausting trying to balance everything.
Fortunately, there’s a silver lining to juggling attention and navigating sibling dynamics: we grow more confident as parents. Our experiences equip us to tackle the unique challenges each stage of parenting presents. While it’s natural to strive for equality in love, I’d encourage you to embrace the idea that it’s more about specific and heartfelt love rather than equal measures. Forget about the baby book for a moment and recognize how much stronger and wiser you’ve become. Your kids need your authentic, individualized love far more than they need strict equality.
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In summary, being a mom of multiple children means letting go of perfection and embracing the unique ways you can love each child. Focus on what makes each of them feel special, and remember that your love is more about quality and presence than quantity.
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