I’m tired of reading articles about the concept of the “default parent.” I understand the sentiment—if you’re a mother, the weight of managing the family often falls on your shoulders. You’re the one scheduling doctor appointments, organizing birthday celebrations, and constantly adding essentials like “milk” to the grocery list. You tuck the kids into bed, only to be left with a mountain of tasks still waiting for your attention. It’s easy to see why many feel overwhelmed in the role of the default parent.
I resonate with this feeling; I once echoed those sentiments. I shared articles about the default parent with my friends, expressing how challenging it was, feeling like my life was “impossible” at times. For years, I handled much of the household’s responsibilities—everything from meal planning to signing kids up for summer camps. I also had a job outside the home, but due to my flexible schedule, I often became the parent who stayed home with sick children. Yet, in hindsight, my life wasn’t “impossible.”
It was chaotic and far from perfect, but it was fulfilling. I now wish I had taken the time to appreciate the good moments instead of fixating on trivial grievances like who last vacuumed the living room. Today, I find myself in a different situation. My husband is no longer with us, taken too soon after a brief battle with cancer, and I’m now the sole parent to our three young children. The daily responsibilities I once juggled seem trivial compared to the monumental task of raising kids alone.
Being the default parent in a happy marriage allows for the occasional complaint about who handles school supply shopping or remembers haircuts before picture day. It provides the assurance that your partner shares some of the load, even if it’s not always equal. You’re not left to make every decision alone, a luxury I now miss dearly.
I’m not suggesting we shouldn’t strive for equality in our family roles or that it is fair for women to shoulder a larger share of household tasks. However, the challenges of being the default parent pale in comparison to the true weight of single parenthood.
What’s difficult about being a single parent isn’t the mundane tasks I once grumbled about. It isn’t hard to ensure all school paperwork is completed or that homework gets done—though it can be frustrating and time-consuming. The real challenge lies in ending the day utterly exhausted, knowing there’s no one to share the burden of reading bedtime stories. It’s showing up to every first grade baseball game alone because there’s no other parent to cheer from the sidelines. It’s carrying your youngest child because they won’t go to anyone else, and there’s only you to provide comfort.
The reality of single parenting means there’s never a break. It’s knowing that when the school nurse calls, you’re the one who must leave work to tend to a sick child. It’s realizing that if a child injures themselves, you’re the one spending the night in the ER, and when a little one stirs in the night, you alone must soothe them back to sleep.
I recognize it’s tough to be the default parent; reflecting on our roles is essential. But trust me, if you’re the default parent, you’re fortunate. You have a backup.
If only I could rewind time to a year ago, I would relish the moments when my partner would come home, scoop up the kids, and take them upstairs to play while I prepared dinner. Yes, I had planned and cooked the meal and cleaned up after some chaos, but he was there, fully engaged, enriching our family life.
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In summary, the burdens of being the default parent are significant but can’t compare to the challenges of single parenthood. It’s crucial to appreciate the support and shared responsibilities that come with partnership.
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